:: * in life, the only thing permanent is change ::
1. i keep A LOT of documents. i have a bunch of envelopes that store them. i have old test papers, school circulars, various printed material, etc. i just can't manage to throw them away. i keep on telling myself that someday i will need these and i will regret throwing them...so i don't throw them. haha. 2. i have a couple of gigantic memory boxes that are super full. i keep everything. i have tickets, receipts, cards, wrapping paper, ribbon, little notes, and a whole bunch of other stuff. why do i keep these things? well, sometimes when i feel the need to reminisce i open these boxes to check out the things in them and i find myself quite 3. it's so hard for me to say goodbye
" in life the only thing permanent is CHANGE... "
yes, unfortunately that is the truth. the problem is i am not too good on dealing with change. i find it difficult to let go of many things. here are some examples:
entertained. most of these things bring good memories back while some summon the
sad encounters of my past. good or bad i still check them and i try to remind myself of how i was back then. i enjoy this...a lot.. i can see the evolution of me. it's amazing really. you rediscover the circumstances that made you who you are today.
get lost for quite some time. i cry..a lot. i begin to feel weak and incomplete. it's just so hard to let go of people you have made memories with. [e.g. DLSU summer camp, a couple of my friends leaving] it takes me months to recover. it is simply difficult for me to let go. i try to hold to these people but most of the time the circumstance just won't allow me to do so.
i know that by the end of this coming school year...i will have more documents stored, another memory box full, and bucket loads of tears for everyone i have to say goodbye to.
niKay wrote this story at..
6:03 PM
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