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.:16 years old:.
.:MDM class of 2007:.

[[ THINGS I LOVE ]]

.:my family:.
.:my friends:.
.:God:.
.:sushi and pasta:.
.:helping people out:.
.:charity:.
.:badminton:.
.:soccer and soccer players:.
.:drummers:.
.:Sergio Aguero:.
.:the arcade:.
.:Magic Sing:.
.:De La Salle Green Archers:.
.:being a Filipino:.
.:being a woman:.
.:BEING MYSELF:.

[[ I WANT TO]]

*help the less fortunate
*be an asset, not a liability
*graduate with honors
*get into DLSU or ADMU
*meet the man of my dreams [hopefully, he's Australian or European]
*if i won't meet the man of my dreams can i have Sergio Aguero instead?
*keep my family and friends safe
*get rich then, establish my own charity
*study in Australia

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

:: *reaLization* ::

and now i realize how much pain i feel inside.

i've been lying to myself for so long. i thought i could handle the pain. i thought i could bare seeing my one love with someone else. but no, i cannot. it is just too painful.

i have always imagined myself as that person. now, my dreams are forever shattered.

i thought i could be friends with the other...but i cannot. i need to retreat.

i feel like crying...but it's too late now. too late to get what i love back.

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niKay wrote this story at..
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